Remembering Peter Euben
Being hooded by Peter, May 2010 |
“Hello, this is
Peter Euben from Duke University.” I can still recall the Bronx accent, the
calm delivery, the unhesitating friendliness. I was sitting in my cubicle at
Cadwalader, Wickersham, and Taft on Maiden Lane a few blocks from Wall Street.
Peter sat, I imagine, in the Perkins Library Building office on Duke’s campus,
where he often held long office hours amid piles of books and papers towering
towards the third floor eves. A narrow leaded window overlooked the Chapel
green and its patinaed statue of James B. Duke.
In that first
conversation, which took place before I ever met Peter, I experienced his
interest in others as well as his strategic modesty. Despite my having so clearly
advertised myself as a Straussian with Continental interests – those were the
days! – Peter inquired about my thesis, listened to my interpretation of
Plato’s theory of education, asked the appropriate questions. When the dialogue
lulled, Peter offered his intervention: “I don’t normally do this,” he said,
“but I think you’d be interested in my most recent book, Platonic Noise. It’s something we might talk about.” I thanked him
and bade farewell until we’d see each other again when I visited Durham in a
few weeks. And like a diligent student I did check out the book. I’ll never
forget it.
I had no library
privileges, but I managed to persuade the guard at Columbia’s Butler Library
that I was a prospective applicant. He let me pass after signing the register
and I followed signs to the open stacks that filled the columnar citadel at the
library’s heart. Peter’s book, a quick catalog search revealed, rested among
the PAs of ancient literature and interpretation. It had chapters on Arendt and
Sophocles, the Stoics and the Honeymooners, and Plato’s Phaedo. These came interspersed with ruminations on Jorge Luis
Borges and Philip Roth, interlineated with reflections on cosmopolitanism and
the politics of mourning. The digital Table of Contents hastened my exploration
of the thing itself among the miles of books.
I found the
dustjacketless hardcover where it belonged and repaired to a scuffed wooden
desk near the book’s location. It wasn’t thick and each chapter had an
unexpected epigraph – not some gnomic phrase from Aristotle in the original
Greek but recent writers and even phrases from contemporary popular culture. I
laughed aloud when I read the epigraph to Chapter 7, which quoted Jack
Nicholson in the film Prizzi’s Honor:
“If he’s so fucking smart how come he’s so fucking dead?” Now I can hear Peter
repeat the line to himself and chuckle with pleasure.
Reading Peter’s
chapter on Don DeLillo’s White Noise and
Plato’s Phaedo, I knew in my gut that
I had to study with him. A discussant of my work years later commented that she
knew I was “a Peter student” because of the energy evident in my writing. Peter
created this energy in the chapter and everywhere in his work through the
tensional relationships he crafted: Aristophanes and the Simpsons, Foucault and
Greek theater, Plato and DeLillo. The juxtaposition was his key move, and he
used this to dramatic and galvanizing effect like a poet uses line breaks. In
the titular chapter to Platonic Noise,
this juxtaposition also took the form of the theoretical and the practical.
After an introductory few paragraphs relating the chapter to the foregoing
ones, Peter suddenly took a different tack. He wrote:
To study the interrelationship of politics, political theory, and mortality is daunting in the extreme. This is due not only to the stature of those who have engaged, if not anguished over, the subject, or to the fact that one can trace the beginnings of “Western” literature and philosophy to Achilles and Socrates. It is due to the simple fact that I am a man in the last years of his life. Whatever the academic conventions that govern my story, the stakes in it are not only academic. Perhaps they never are.
The stakes were
never only academic for Peter. Rereading this now as I often have over the past
fourteen years, chills ripple up from my stomach. Peter never ceased to think
and to write from the life in which he found himself. He bequethed to me not
only a pursuit of the productive – or what he would call the “generative” –
tension but also a sense that we theorize for life. Or, as was said in his
beloved Hellenic antiquity, that to philosophize is to learn how to die.
When drafting my own
work, I often reach for Platonic Noise to
remind myself of how Peter sustained his tensional inquiries. His transitions
among chapters, sections, paragraphs, and even sentences have breathtaking and
borderline hubristic gaps. Here juxtaposition was also at work. What does Peter
mean by this allusion to Dostoyevsky’s The Grand Inquisitor? Peter Burian, who
taught Greek drama at Duke, once asked me when we were discussing Peter’s
chapter on “Antigone and the Languages of Politics.” I had no idea. That text
was as deeply interwoven in Peter’s soul as the Torah in a Rabbi’s. Peter’s
writing could elicit your wonder as well as your frustration and
incomprehension. Each could be the starting point of new lines of thought and
reflection.
Once I arrived at
Duke, I experienced this thinking most often while sitting around Peter’s
dining room table at his house on Westchester Road. (“Westchester!? Can you
believe that?” Peter would laugh. “They must not know who I am.”) Peter would
lubricate the conversation with his wicked sour apple martinis and we would
tuck into Bernard Williams or Foucault’s late lectures or Wendy Brown’s essays
on history. This was less seminar than symposium, a chance for us to celebrate
even while we argued, to take pleasure in these diverse and curious voices
assembled simply for the sake of thinking. When evenings wound down, Peter
always reminded us of our good fortune. We had something he had only known
twice before in his 70 years, Peter would say – once at Berkeley as a graduate
student and then later at Santa Cruz with Jack Schaar and Hannah Pitkin and
others. Perhaps these evenings were recreations of nights in the Santa Cruz
mountains or the bars of Berkeley, yet Peter never seemed nostalgic. He exuded
and exemplified the taste into which he would initiate so many of us – the
sweetness of good talk, its comraderie and friendly competition, and, yes,
joyful inebriation too.
When I took my first
long term academic job at Deep Springs College, Peter could not have been
happier. On the phone again, he rhapsodized about Jack Schaar’s experiences
there – but then he warned me. “You’re going to be in Dyer, Nevada, Joel. Dyer – that doesn’t sound good!” Always
the student of the Greeks, Peter had an ear for speaking names. I assured him
that Dyer was simply the closest post office box, that the college was across
the state line in California. He was not convinced. Is it that much better if
you’re neighbors with a place called Dyer?
Ten years ago I
supervised an independent study at Carleton on Greek Tragedy and Politics. My
student, Dan Schillinger (who is now a political theorist himself), and I would
often walk over to the dining hall after our late morning conversations to
continue over lunch. One time, lined up in the subterranean entrance to the
cafeteria, I mentioned something that Peter had once observed about a
particular moment in the play we were discussing. I think it was Euripides’ Trojan Women, a play to which Peter
introduced me and which has long featured in my thinking about many of his most
important themes of loss, war, ethics, and political hope. Dan exclaimed with
youthful ardor and admiring jealousy: “It must have been amazing to work with
Professor Euben. I can only imagine!” It was – and it takes imagination now to
realize that my being Peter’s student has now concluded by one measure. Yet in
truth, I’ll never lose Peter’s imprint. So long as I seek tensional energy, so
long as I study the Greeks (and battle with what Peter gleefully called “polis
envy”), so long as I practice the art of generative juxtaposition in the
pursuit of more vital political life, I think Peter will be with me. He’ll be
pushing for more complexity, more texture, and more movement, indefatigable as
he leans across the table. “I have 17 questions,” Peter might say when we began
a meeting to discuss the latest chapter of my dissertation. He’s given me far
more than 17.